Saturday, June 28, 2008

clean kids and PJ

after a long day @ work, this is my favorite things in the evenings! i love me some clean boys with Tide smelling PJ'S!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

happy 4th of july

Monday, June 23, 2008

the night of june 23rd.

i went to console my 15MO Pete. he woke up crying. as i rocked him back to sleep in my arms, a song came to mind. the lerics something like: such a tiny offering compared to calvery, Emanuel God with us and repeat! i began to thank God for my family and the tiny offerings he has bestowed upon me. i was young when i had mikey and tristan. i always took for granted the joyous moments and didn't really know how to consume them. no i am not playing favorites. i love my boys all the same. God has said (not sure of the verse) be still and know that i am GOD and trust me i am doing just that!! he really is a loyal God. 1 that will no go away when you need him the most. 2 he loves me threw my flaws 3 he will provide 4 he is there for me. and so on. i just love you so much jesus adn i am greatful for all the blessings you have put on my plate.

Sunday, June 22, 2008


it's joyous hear my 10YO singing to christian music i love it!!! GOD has spoke to my heart this morning. Pastor Young was preaching on Surrender your life over to Jesus. Make Jesus the center of your life. recently i have been praying for the Lord's guidance on how to become a Godly Mother. a better mother. a peaceful mom. an understanding mom. God spoke to my heart today in the middle of this sermon. i was cold there in that metal seat. as i sat there next to a stranger happy tears came rolling down my tired face. i felt as though someone had just threw a shawl over my shoulders and down both of arms. god spoke to me!!! i felt @ peace. i felt paralized in a shameless way. i felt like sunshine had just been bestowed in my spirit. God is Great! BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD! JESUS LOVES YOU

Thursday, June 19, 2008

joyous moments of today june 19 08

pete really was in a not so good mood tonight. BUT and we overcame it! this lil 15MO was playing with a real baseball and actually throwing it. he gave lots of hugs and kisses! so adorable. growing up so quick!

Monday, June 16, 2008

fathers day..

first i want to wish my heavenly father a happy fathers day. Jesus has really provided for our family!~ he has blessed me with a husband aka Pete. Pete is such a great dad to our children. no matter what we parents go through (amongst ourselves) he is still there for the boys. i can't even buy him enough things or do for him for what he has done for us. he is very stubborn @ times and so is mom, but we work through our differences. i love you pete! we grilled out steak and had baked tators for dinner. the great mawmaw and pawpaw came over for some joyous family time!! we love the pawpaw's too! i went to church yesterday. Pastor Young was preaching on WHAT LEGACY DO YOU WANT TO LEAVE? very interesting! i want to leave a great one to pass down to my boys and grandkids!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

mass organized chaos!

yep sums up my life in the last coupla weeks! i love you mikey tristan and pete! and daddy! happy father's day Pete!!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

the fahmer family....

to anyone who visits this blog, please please go to they have lost their infant Jacob to Trisomy-18. this beautiful baby is now in hands of his heavenly Father.