Tuesday, March 10, 2009

march 9~~MOPS meeting

here lately, i have been praying really hard for myself and my mothering ability. i have been praying for God to give me soft eyes, easy words, loving hands and a heart that is warm. this has been done over and over..(they say to pray with perserverance) i am now @ that point to understand this in my walk with God. last night March 9, 2009, was my monthly MOPS meeting. God was encouraging me to go. so i went. little did i know, that this meeting was designed with bonny in mind. there was a guest speaker. Gena. Gena spoke about things to give to your children. G. I. F. T..she called it. it goes like this.... G IS FOR GRACE I IS FOR IDENTITY F IS FOR FAITH T IS FOR THANKFULNESS for those of you who are reading this post, god was speaking to me last night. in addition to my prayers for the above mentioned things, he allowed me to take a one baby step. one more step of me asking for same things every time. thank you Gena for giving me this GIFT that i can give my children along with soft eyes, easy words, loving hands and a warmed heart. God has blessed us in so many ways even in the trialing times we are enduring. i am exactly sure if i am making any sense in all of this..i just know that i am understanding prayer and how all of this works. i am just a tiny infant in my walk with God. i can't wait to see what lies ahead..the plan that Jesus has for me. my point is this morning, pray with perserverance. if you have something on your heart, pray for the same things over and over and God will listen! my relationship with my children has only gotten better. my mothering skills has over exceeded my expectations because of prayer~~~thank you Jesus for always being there and listening to me and my prayers for my children. i love you Jesus!

Monday, March 9, 2009

pete the birthday boy mom loves you so much little man

Pete, today is your birthday. you have turned the big 2~~i just wanted to let you know how much mommy loves you. ever since that very second i layed eyes on you in the Operating Room, you have brought so much joy and happiness in my life. you have brought so many smiles to mom's face. i just love you so much and everyday you just keep getting so big. you know last night, when we went horse back riding together, yeah we were in the same saddle and all..that very moment will be forever etched in my heart and mind...the wind was blowing slightly through your hair, you were being such a big boy, hanging onto the saddle horn, with your little body that trusted me in every inch of movement on our horse Brownie. that was such a very special moment for me..you are the apple of my eye .i love you today forever and always Petey Pete.

Friday, March 6, 2009

sweet cody

Please Please click on the link and visit cody's site today. their family just lost a precious piece of their family. Cody passed in the arms of Jesus this morning. say a prayer for them and post a comment to let them know you are thinking about them! this little boy is just adorable! they need our prayers! http://deckapes.blogspot.com/

Monday, March 2, 2009


my and husband and i went horseback riding this weekend. and can we say SORE? we put pete on Brownie and he went for a ride! he sat up in the saddle and every once in a while he would pat brownie and pet him as well! too cute. YEAH! we also have aquired a new horse. not sure what how old, but she's very scrowny. so we have taken her under our wings. we also went to Pete and Mikey's first rodeo here in Katy~it was so much fun!! pete sat next to me in the bleachers watching the barrel racers, as soon as they were done, he would look right at me, throw his hands up and ask "momma, whr they go"~too cute and so innocent! mikey had a blast just taking everything in! he went to the carnival as well.