Thursday, December 18, 2008

aww my heart strings this morning

are just going crazy for this beautiful bundle of joy! please please go check on this little girl and say warming thoughts for her family!

Monday, December 15, 2008

pics with santa..

um didn't go so well! pete didn't want that pic taken..he wanted off santa's lap. he just wasn't gonna do it this year..well little does he know he are gonna do it again! the pic that i have his hands are a blur...not the photographer's fault by no means!!

Friday, December 5, 2008

Christmas spirit

we have been getting into the Christmas spirit. we bought lights for the house to put up this weekend. we will also be getting the tree and setting it up! i have been enjoying seeing the Christmas spirit through the eyes of my children. Pete is 20MO now. the christmas spirit is running rampid through his eyes, with all the lights outside with the Christmas shows airing on TV, the saying of Santa. he says Snta~all the wishlists that are plastered to my fridge. it's so awesome to experience this. it's awesome that we are going to celebrate Jesus' birthday soon. with this being said: i want to you whoever reads this ol' blog to sit back and think about these delicate families that have lost love ones. i want you to pray for these families who have faced death of a child, husband granparent, mom, dad, sister or brother. we all need to face the earth and pray for these families. they are listed on my sidebar. pray for god to reveal himself in these families lives. pray for comfort in this holiday season when they can't see the Christmas spirit through the eyes of their precious babies because they aren't here. they are in the arms of our heavenly father. pray for strength and comfort in their heart of hearts. so remember to get down and pray tonight and continue praying for them! happy holidays..from my heart to you and yours...

Friday, November 21, 2008

into the christmas spirit and baseball

last night i was taking care of the kids inside...i glanced outside to see husband hung a wreath on the front door and put out some lights that are on the steaks for the yard! how thoughtful..he turns and says honey i am in the Christmas spirit. i am getting into the christmas spirit. i am getting ready to celebrate Christ's birthday and give him all the glory and praise. i love you Jesus! you have blessed my family beyond measure and for that i will be forever grateful. however my mommy heart is just so sad! baseball is over until the spring!! my husband did promise to take me back to those pony fields so we can watch the big boys play and mikey can learn more about the game!!!! i love you mikey. i am so proud of you. that's just to put it lightly!!!

Friday, November 14, 2008

2 RBI's and 1 homerun!

can you believe this? out of my 10YO son! no my feet were touching the ground. my son mikey, got a 1 homerun, and 2 RBI's on the same play! WE WON!! 13-15~~GO RED SOCKS you guys rock!

Friday, November 7, 2008

and the score was

we tied! i have the best catcher ever! he hustled after those balls and really covered home plate last night. mikey did great with blocking the balls!! i am so proud of you mikey. this season you got your heart into this baseball team 110%. you rock! i can't wait to see you play on the bigger league next season...hopefully we can go SELECT!!!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

not too much

going on here in my neck of the woods. still going games. we have double elemination tourneys' soon! pete is still a MLB in the making. he's now able to hit the ball with a solid baseball bat. tristan is doing ok and mikey doing great in school...

Thursday, October 23, 2008

o what would this be like a~ 10YO love story

my son 10YO found a elemantary love! this girl went to mikey's school. she had to move away. for the longest time my son thought that place was New York. i mean this little doll has wormed her way in my son's heart. every night, mikey would say, mom i wish i could see____ again. o how i miss her mom. i just want to see her again. tuesday night, ball field, we are there to see mikey's cousin play a good ol' baseball game! we were leaving and mikey found a lil girl who looked liked ____. he walks away, comes back MOM IT'S ____!!! MOM ITS' HER!! just astounded! he was so beside himself, heart fluttering i am sure. so i went to meet this girl and and her mom. as we were making it to the car, i said hey go give her your number and you can talk to her on the phone, although they did play @ recess together. anywho, we were pulling into wal-mart. he says "mom if she calls this is what i would say my son" you know what" __ "what" My son"i love you" oh how those words pierced my heart. my eyes were stinging b/c i was holding back those itty bitty tears. my thoughts goes as follows: i know my son loves me i know that i have a special place in his little heart. i know that 1 DAY MY SON WILL MARRY, AND THAT TIE between mother and son will never be broken. the thought of mikey telling her i love just I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT! it just kinda hard b/c he said i love you to another female. i just want to his everything in my mommy heart i guess that's what i am trying to put down in feeling right now.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


i did forget to mention that Mikey struck out on the first time @ bat...BUT he did get to slide in on that home plate TWICE! also he got some great hits last game! I HAVE A MLB IN THE MAKING. he's 19MO. he wakes up with bball in mind, eats with bball in mind, and sleeps with bball in mind. this little wonderer will stand with his lil fingers wrapped around the chain link fence, watching EVERY single play. he will swing a bat like no other. he has a stance already. he scrunches down and puts the ball on shoulder and another homerun is hit!!!!!

0 & 4

yikes! can we say practice!!! we had a wonderful weekend. nothing much going on. We finally have a princess in the house! yep 5 week old SCHNOODLE! it's a schnauzer and poodle mix! cute cute cute! she's my baby...i will post pics later! pete is now 19 MO! and someone i know is preggers post more on that later also!

Monday, October 13, 2008

on saturday we..

went to mikey's game! 0-3 Bummer! But it was a great game. we also went to the katy rice harvest festival. pete got to ride his first merry-go-round ride! we liked it @ first but then got a little scared @ the end. he had a blast. pics to come with his first bite of cotton candy!!!!!!!

Friday, October 10, 2008

yep another...

game on Saturday! go RRRRRRRRRReeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddddddd soxs! you boys can defeat this team!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

0 & 2

yep we lost a little bit last night! 4-15. geez..oh well it's for the kids to get out and play and have fun right!?!? good job mikey. he stopped several balls @ the catcher's mound. he pitched and struck 1 person out. we will do better next time.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

B is for....

bedtime,baby, blanket bottle and soft baseball bat!!!!! these are the items required for MR Petey is sleep last night. yep you go it mommy baby bottle blanket and baseball bat.. the bat is the soft kind. all of us in the room we went! we got us another baseball player in the making!!!! ball in pete's hand, you gotta WATCH out for knees and other body parts b/c he will swing!

Monday, October 6, 2008

ooooooooooopss i left out this.....

i left out my sweet lil pete went to the doctors. he's 27LBS and 34" long! my goodness. now i know where i get these nice lil things in my arms called MUSCLES!!!!!!!!

eventful weekend HE SCORED A HOMERUN

well Pete got his first hair cut! too cute. pics to come~~he did so good. didn't cry or nothing. just let the lady cut his hair. MIKEY IS HITTING HARDER THAN EVER! HE GOT 3 POINTS ON THAT SCOREBOARD! PROUD MOMMY HERE THAT'S FOR SURE! pete got into his first jump blow up thing and loved it! tristan is doing awesome. getting bigger by the minute!!!

Tuesday, September 30, 2008


my heart is finally behind that chain link fence again~~~ready to "PLAY BALL." pete says baseball! mikey is doing great as long as he's focused. coach had him @ third base last nite. he did perdy well! go mikey...fielding needs to get a little better. go REEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDD SOXS!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

the hurricane weekend and the events.

we went to Lake Brownwood for a family reunion. not to evacuate. the time there was priceless. Pete and i spent alot of quality time with the boys. pete went on his first hike, mikey enjoyed it also. he has a cousin who he doesn't see very often. we went into this antique store, bought a set of horns a camel back trunk. Pete discovered a witchcraft book and gave it to the owner. we played cards and just really took in the old military base this statepark had to offer.

Monday, September 22, 2008

suffering mothers

my heart is pouring out to these delicate mothers who are facing the unknowns with their babies alive inutero or on the heavenly side of this world. these mothers are doing a terrific job. i will be going to the side of bed on my knees praying for these mothers tonight my heart just hurts for them. i will be praying for strength these mommies who are just having a rough time. i will pray that god gives them peace in their heart of hearts that they can get through the toughest days they are facing. i heart just is heavy today!

Friday, September 19, 2008

the weekend of the hurricane

i'll post later!!!

i am up and running full speed

someone from the cutest blog on the blog helped me with this page and i am jumping for joy! i thought i was going to have to re-create another!


i can not access my old blog! if anyone can help please do!!

Tuesday, September 9, 2008



Monday, September 8, 2008

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

i messed this page up.

bla blah

Monday, August 4, 2008

3200 square feet

Christ has blessed us with this! a 2 story house with 4 bedrooms. that's right 1 for mommy and daddy, 1 for Pete 1 for Tristan and 1 for Mikey. we have 2 1/2 baths 2 car garage. god is so good and i couldn't be happier. thank you jesus for allowing my family to have a grand thing as this home. a home where we can have our own space. my boys will no longer have to compete for some sleep or just being just boys! God you are so good and i am gracious. i am thankful for all the stairs i will be climbing! i am thankful for the biggest kitchen that i can cook my family meals, the huge backyard that we can mow. i can do all these things b/c you have given me this HUGE BLESSING. i owe it all to you father. thank you i love you jesus. AMEN!!

Friday, July 25, 2008

to my maw-maw

maw maw you are so special to me. i appreciate all that you do for us. you have raised me since i was 13YO. i just wanted to write it out and tell her how much love her. she has drank many cups of coffee with me, watching the birds go by, squirrels playing in the back yard, she has always answered my calls for help as well as great news. she always stands up for me, she very concerned. she's MY HERO AND MY ROCK! I LOVE YOU MAW-MAW!!!

Friday, July 18, 2008

the drive home 7/18/2008

today was mikey's last day @ VBX @ Second Baptist. i had picked my son up from his granny's house. on the way home we were discussing today's lecure from his new pastor. he graduated up to the 5-6 graders. he says in the calming yet so meaningful voice, mom pastor ______ says that when you are suffering and hurting, God is with you. WOW that coming from my 10YO precious son. i was so proud. my heart stung with greay joy hearing this from the very breath of my mikey. i am just still beside myself and i feel engulfed with peace right now. i feel just overwhelmed with calmness. my son @ 10YO can be a witness to this almighty Creator!!! thank you Jesus for allowing those words to speak to me tonight. for you have given me 3 precious gems called children. for that i am forever in eternity greatful. i am just rambling.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

July 2nd

today was mikey's birthday! we had a nice party for him! grandpa bobby came in and bought some stuff! mel bryan and the kids came over. PawPaw came over as well. tonight, my son asked me to lay next to him for a coupla of minutes! i snuggled next to him and he actually put his arm around me and said i love you mom and thanks for giving me a birthday party! mikey i am so proud of you and love you with everything that i have!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

my mikey...

son i love you so very much! i hope your birthday was as special as you are to me! i am so proud of you! you make me shine..i am so proud to be called your mommy. let's have some fun @ splashway!! happy birthday

Saturday, June 28, 2008

clean kids and PJ

after a long day @ work, this is my favorite things in the evenings! i love me some clean boys with Tide smelling PJ'S!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

happy 4th of july

Monday, June 23, 2008

the night of june 23rd.

i went to console my 15MO Pete. he woke up crying. as i rocked him back to sleep in my arms, a song came to mind. the lerics something like: such a tiny offering compared to calvery, Emanuel God with us and repeat! i began to thank God for my family and the tiny offerings he has bestowed upon me. i was young when i had mikey and tristan. i always took for granted the joyous moments and didn't really know how to consume them. no i am not playing favorites. i love my boys all the same. God has said (not sure of the verse) be still and know that i am GOD and trust me i am doing just that!! he really is a loyal God. 1 that will no go away when you need him the most. 2 he loves me threw my flaws 3 he will provide 4 he is there for me. and so on. i just love you so much jesus adn i am greatful for all the blessings you have put on my plate.

Sunday, June 22, 2008


it's joyous hear my 10YO singing to christian music i love it!!! GOD has spoke to my heart this morning. Pastor Young was preaching on Surrender your life over to Jesus. Make Jesus the center of your life. recently i have been praying for the Lord's guidance on how to become a Godly Mother. a better mother. a peaceful mom. an understanding mom. God spoke to my heart today in the middle of this sermon. i was cold there in that metal seat. as i sat there next to a stranger happy tears came rolling down my tired face. i felt as though someone had just threw a shawl over my shoulders and down both of arms. god spoke to me!!! i felt @ peace. i felt paralized in a shameless way. i felt like sunshine had just been bestowed in my spirit. God is Great! BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD! JESUS LOVES YOU

Thursday, June 19, 2008

joyous moments of today june 19 08

pete really was in a not so good mood tonight. BUT and we overcame it! this lil 15MO was playing with a real baseball and actually throwing it. he gave lots of hugs and kisses! so adorable. growing up so quick!

Monday, June 16, 2008

fathers day..

first i want to wish my heavenly father a happy fathers day. Jesus has really provided for our family!~ he has blessed me with a husband aka Pete. Pete is such a great dad to our children. no matter what we parents go through (amongst ourselves) he is still there for the boys. i can't even buy him enough things or do for him for what he has done for us. he is very stubborn @ times and so is mom, but we work through our differences. i love you pete! we grilled out steak and had baked tators for dinner. the great mawmaw and pawpaw came over for some joyous family time!! we love the pawpaw's too! i went to church yesterday. Pastor Young was preaching on WHAT LEGACY DO YOU WANT TO LEAVE? very interesting! i want to leave a great one to pass down to my boys and grandkids!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

mass organized chaos!

yep sums up my life in the last coupla weeks! i love you mikey tristan and pete! and daddy! happy father's day Pete!!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

the fahmer family....

to anyone who visits this blog, please please go to they have lost their infant Jacob to Trisomy-18. this beautiful baby is now in hands of his heavenly Father.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008



Thursday, May 8, 2008

early mothers day present

this morning as i dropped off my P Pie, my angel, my little love, my everything, i was closing the door to his room. HE BLEW ME A KISS AND WAIVED A LITTLE BYE BYE MOTION! o how i love being a mom to such handsome wonderful little boys~~my son Mikey told me last night after a rough day @ work, his teacher gave him a slight little pat on the back and said YOU ARE A TOP STUDENT NOW. WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE DONE THIS ALL ALONG?~ THIS MAKES ME SO PROUD. JESUS I OWE ALL OF THESE GLORIOUS MOMENTS TO YOU....

Monday, April 21, 2008

the beach~~

we went to galveston yesterday. we rented the 4 seater bikes and went up and down the Seawall. pete was strapped in @ the front and off we went! 4-20-2008 was the first time my lil pete pie stepped in sand or ocean water! you loved it..BUT you fell down in the water on accident and through a fit! pics to come soon!

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

ever bit of....

yes 24.8bls!!!! lil pete is 29 inches long!! woooohhooooooooo pete...gettin on up there in your old age of 13 months! we love you Pete. you are the light of my life the joy in my heart in a hard days work, the sunshine on my face on a cold day. mommy will always be there for you sweetie petey~~~~mommy's angel boy!!!

Friday, April 4, 2008


on this date i will be walking for March for Babies!! 5k walk, yep you heard me right!! 5 MILES!!! the website for this is so go and check it out~~~~this is a walk for remembering babies~~special ones. Aiden (special baby whose wonderful parents are MELODY & BRIAN PAYNE) this will be for you too baby boy!! we all love you!!!!

1 & 3 mikey's stats....

Dodgers played last well last night. they played against a very good team and lost.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

1 & 2

mikey's score!! go number 11...see the photos for baseball you mikey...i am such a proud mommy!

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Dodgers #11

go Mikey...i am so proud you honey..go have won your second game. on the first game you have stolen 2 bases and got a run in for your team...i will post pics later....i love you mikey go #11....

Sunday, March 23, 2008


today has been very eventful...we have had 2 events and went to church. mom was supposed to get baptised but didn't make it!!! pete picked up eggs and put them in the basket! tristan and mikey had tons of fun with cousins doing the hunt!! see pics.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Pete's first birthday!!!!

this was a blast...we had all but 40 people show up and eat and drink it was a great turn out! my lil pete is walking now!!! still wobley but walking...and talking and waking up in the middle of the night for some reason!!

Monday, March 3, 2008

birthday for Pete

it pains me to have my son's first birthday in 7 days. i can not have any more kids and this is the VERY last first birthday i will have til Grandbabies come. it brakes my heart. my Pete is growing so fast and i am not ready for this! i just wish i could keep him from growing for a little bit longer!! LOL... i love you pete you have brought so much JOY and LOVE into my have made mom stop and smell the roses. enjoy life to the fullest opened my eyes to blessings. you have inspired me. you smile and the whole world lights up, you put your lips on mine just to have mommy make little noises for you. those are my kissess that will hold my heart forever. i am so proud of you Pete. you have every single inch my heart. you are trying to walk, you are eating so good, mommy has bought you a whole bunch of stuff for your 1 year old birthday. it's a secret. you will see on on saturday...your party.

Friday, February 22, 2008


i wish i could win the lotto and give money for's all over the internet these babies are dieing and they shouldn't be it just freakin breaks my heart to see these children and parents and families go through all of this!!!!!!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

conversation w/ an infant our wonderful GOD

A baby asked God, 'They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?' God said, 'Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you.' The child further inquired, 'But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy.' God said, 'Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy.' Again the child asked, 'And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?' God said, 'Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.' 'And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?' God said, 'Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.' 'Who will protect me?' God said, 'Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.' 'But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.' God said, 'Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you.' At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, 'God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.' God said, 'You will simply call her, 'Mom.'


today marks a special day in the lives of my husband and I. two years ago today we went out on our first official date. i just wanted to tell you i love you Pete and thank you for loving me and putting up w/ me! Mikey Pete and Tristan, mommy loves you unconditionally. there is not a day goes by that i always want to tell who much i love you! i will always be there for each and every one of you... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BOYS I WILL LOVE MY PRECIOUS BOYS FOREVER!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

back to baseball fields we go!!!!!

yippeee! we are playing @ katy pony now....go MIKEY!!!!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008


pete said mommoma last night! yipppppppppeeeeeeeee...and "yea" whoooooooooohooooooooooo.....

Monday, February 11, 2008

Tristan's Birthday!!!!!

happy birthday Tristan!!!!!

baby steps

pete took more steps this weekend by himself! WAY TO GO SON WE LOVE YOU LITTLE MAN...

Tuesday, January 29, 2008


Today, I just can't seem to get over these beautiful families out there that are dealing with so much emotion of loosing a child or have a really bad diagnosis. this breaks my heart and i just can't seem to understand the grief they must be feeling. i am so sorry.

Thursday, January 24, 2008


i just first want to thank God for my family....we have 3 beautiful boys Mikey who's 9, Tristan who will be 5 in February and my lil P Pie (pete) he's 10 months old. we just bought a house in husband and i just recently got married in August, we have great jobs and all my family is in wonderful health.